On and off poems from the dark parts of my mind.
My writing comes in waves, as words are not my most
reliable ally and leave me behind sometimes (or I them).
But when they are there, this blog contains my daily
relapses translated in words.
I got diagnosed with multiple disorders when I was 19
and I lived them, before and after the diagnoses,
and now here I am. Not “cured” or “recovered”,
but better than I was. Most days. Acceptance is what makes
me better, not a diminishing of feelings and symptoms.
This is either disappointing or quite enough, depending
on your expectations of recovery and life.
I try to be as honest as I dare, in the hope of creating
a tiny increase in understanding things like mental
illness, borderline, depression, suicidal thoughts &
ideations, etc and crack the stigma. Or just to let you see
you’re not the only one. Both for me and you.
Being ill is not as otherworldly as it seems sometimes.
There are also light parts.
But I never really learned to write about contentedness.
If you decide to stick around: thanks for reading.